paper

is sick of lies,

sick of being told them, sick of telling them, sick of being one

just want to stop being like paper and i just want to arise from the paper and walk away

but i can't because as soon as you have one foot off the paper you fall back into your old habits and

once again you are paper again. It seems like the only way to end it is to press the restart but in life that

restart button isn't always an option.. what if you love everything you have but just wish that, that

everything loved you in return when you know it never will because you are the runt of the liter, the

bruised apple in the bag, the wrinkled piece of paper. the thing is someday it's gonna build up that

being an outcast will go straight to your head and i'll will be left is guilt, guilt you didn't take that

thing you held dear 4 years ago and run with it .. no you were stupid you let it go and now you are

stuck with what doesn't love you and the only way to get out of it is stop being a sheep and become

a horse breakaway don't follow where everyone is going make your own ending or you will end up

like paper just like me, and the only way to escape being paper is hoping you can one day either

look to what you left behind or hope the way you took turns into the spring field of flowers you

thought it would, or you will be the one who touches the rose full of life and turn it black. you will

be the one whose feelings are dead so you have to leech off of others to know how to feel because

it is all in your hands to let your rainbow flow or to get the scissors and cut it in half and try to take

one of the paths finding it impossible and treacherous, you will be the one finding all your hearts are

now deciding to hate each other over selfish reasons but yet the only way to cure this is to open

your heart, mind, and soul and just fall, fall for eternity into your dreams and just hope those dreams

will lead to your ambitions and will take you off that paper atleast that's what i hope ..



(this isn't meant to make sense just thought i'd throw that out there)